The past is like a black hole. If you get to close it will pull you in.

Direction You can’t possibly move forward with clarity if you are looking backwards. I’ve been living in the past, making same mistakes pretty much all of my life. Churning over and over conversations, reliving pointless …

nature red forest leaves

Autumnal bliss

Finally The weather was kind enough not to rain today. In fact it was sunny and quite warm for the time of year. I managed to go out on my bike for the first time …

Never enough

Thats how it was for me It didn’t matter who or what I had in my life it was never enough, I always wanted more. I could buy the latest phone and straight away want …

Was that even me?

Ten months Looking back over the past few months is not easy for me. There are parts I can’t remember (thankfully) and parts I cannot forget. January This was when I first noticed a decline …

No pain no gain right?

Well thats what they say In one of my first blogs I shared the thoughts I had while laying in my hospital bed recovering from my overdose. To remind you, the thoughts were to “bulletproof” …