That was the thought that occurred to me as I felt the warmth of the sun on my face. I could have been in a much darker colder place, never to feel the sun again. Of course that will be the case one day, but hopefully I have years left.
I’m actually starting to make plans, something I have never done before. At this moment in time most of the plans are health related. Today I am having a rest from my exercise and making the most of the last day of the nice weather.
As I have said before, I want to be bulletproof. It’s taking me alot longer to get there than I expected, but I am making marked progress now. Mentally and physically. I am enjoying the small things in life, I am finding myself. I think I finally know who I am, or at least who I want to be.
It’s such a beautiful day today I am so lucky to see it and feel it. I’m sat in the park writing this, In the year and a half that I have lived here I have never been before. It feels kinda weird sitting here all on my own. It’s peaceful and nearly empty.
Of the people that are here, I wonder what is going on in their heads. They all look happy, but as I know only to well that means nothing. You really never can judge a book by its cover.
I am grateful for my life my friends and my family. I am thankful for everything thing that I have and everything I am. I am blessed. Don’t live your life with regrets. If you want someone let them know. If you want something, go out and get it. Today is a gift Tomorrow isn’t promised.