I was going to go out on my bike today, but I didn’t. Not because its been raining, just because my head wouldn’t let me. I prefer to ride in the rain, its more fun, but my head said no.

I was going to watch a film. I flicked through sky, Netflix and amazon. Nothing took my fancy. I wouldn’t be able to concentrate anyway.

I was going to do a real in depth blog, but my mind was blank, so this is all I have.

I’m writting off yesterday and today as bad days. I’ve had to take diazepam. I’ve been tense and anxious. Horrible.

One thing I did manage to do was cook a delicious dinner. I was going to eat it all, but I couldn’t. I’m going to bed.

Tomorrow is going to be a good day.