I was going to

I was going to go out on my bike today, but I didn’t. Not because its been raining, just because my head wouldn’t let me. I prefer to ride in the rain, its more fun, but my head said no.

I was going to watch a film. I flicked through sky, Netflix and amazon. Nothing took my fancy. I wouldn’t be able to concentrate anyway.

I was going to do a real in depth blog, but my mind was blank, so this is all I have.

I’m writting off yesterday and today as bad days. I’ve had to take diazepam. I’ve been tense and anxious. Horrible.

One thing I did manage to do was cook a delicious dinner. I was going to eat it all, but I couldn’t. I’m going to bed.

Tomorrow is going to be a good day.

About catmann1973

Hi, I’m Martin. 47 years old, living in Suffolk. I have three amazing grown up children. I have the best family and friends in the world. I am a football fan, love going to the gym and I am a motorcycle pilot. I’ve had mental health problems all of my life. This site is about my past, present and future. I’m hoping to make it easier for people to be able to speak freely about mental health. It can affect anyone at anytime.
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