The theme tune to my life

W.A.S.P – Mean Man

A tatooed madman, I’m hell on wheels
Born a wicked child left alone in the fields

Bon Jovi – Wanted dead or alive

I’m a cowboy, on a steel horse I ride
I’m wanted dead or alive
Wanted dead or alive

Avenged Sevenfold – Afterlife

And when I think of all the places I just don’t belong
I’ve come to grips with life and realize this is going too far. I don’t belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

Papa Roach – Scars

I tear my heart open
I sew myself shut
My weakness is
That I care too much
And my scars remind me
That the past is real
I tear my heart open
Just to feel

Falling in reverse – The drug in me is you reimangined

I heard a knock upon my door the other day
I opened it to find death staring in my face
The feel of mortal stalking still reverberates
Everywhere I go, I drag this coffin just in case.

Slipknot – Unstained

I was gone, but how was I to know?
I didn’t come this far to sink so low
I’m finally holding on to letting go

W.A.S.P – Forever Free

I ride all alone and can’t see The road to nowhere anymore…..

Last one and probably the most important….

Five Finger Death Punch – Remember Everything

Oh, dear mother, I love you
I’m sorry, I wasn’t good enough
Dear father, forgive me
‘Cause in your eyes, I just never added up
In my heart I know I failed you
But you left me here alone If I could hold back the rain
Would you numb the pain
‘Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget
Would you take my regrets
‘Cause I remember everything Oh, dear brother, just don’t hate me
For never standing by you or being by your side
Dear sister, please don’t blame me
I only did what I thought was truly right
It’s a long and lonely road
When you know you walk aloneIf I could hold back the rain
Would you numb the pain
‘Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget
Would you take my regrets
‘Cause I remember everythingI feel like running away
I’m still so far from home
You say that I’ll never change
But what the fuck do you know
I’ll burn it all to the ground before I let you run
Please forgive me, I can’t forgive you now
I remember everythingIf I could hold back the rain, would you numb the pain
‘Cause I remember everything
If I could help you forget, would you take my regrets
‘Cause I remember everythingIt all went by so fast
I still can’t change the past
I always will remember everything
If we could start again
Would that change the end
We remember everything
Everything

About catmann1973

Hi, I’m Martin. 47 years old, living in Suffolk. I have three amazing grown up children. I have the best family and friends in the world. I am a football fan, love going to the gym and I am a motorcycle pilot. I’ve had mental health problems all of my life. This site is about my past, present and future. I’m hoping to make it easier for people to be able to speak freely about mental health. It can affect anyone at anytime.
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